Don’t give a fuck about anything let’s smoke let’s drink lets have the fucking time of our lives cuz in the end what the fuck matters I’m leaving this life with no fucking regrets !!!
I make a fucking home I get uncertainty and doubt I do all the small things to try to make you happy and bust my ass to do whatever I can to make you happy and you push me away I fucking ache and hurt and thrive for you and I feel you couldn’t care what will it take for you to want me will does it take for you to see I am what you are looking for but if I’m not just stab me in the back and be done with it cuz torturing me any longer is just cruel…..
I look into the mirror and see something empty………
Who are you?
Where is your life going?
If you were gone would you be missed?
What are your struggles?
Are you happy...?
Open up to a complete stranger vent let it out what you say won't be opened up to the public no judgements made just allow yourself to be open......
I’m sitting here with thirty other people and feel alone I’m subjected to a Hell the this world has created and my salvation has abandon me I feel dead apathetic and empty what am I doing where am I going what have I done to deserve this im in love with a person who can’t return the favor I feel like a failure to the ones who do love me so many unanswered questions lay before me yet I can’t even answer the question of who am I anymore ….. What has my life become…..
Am I the one you want or the best of a bad situation I have words I am afraid to say and questions that go in asked am I only over thinking something good or am I seeing the truth in something rash I hate this uncertainty I hate the games my mind plays to hurt no one but myself can this be happening or have I fallen short of the happiness I see in you I just don’t know what to do what so say to make you fall back in my arms again I think of what I had and see how much better things are I’m afraid of feeling the pain of this falling through I will give you anything and die before I’d ever cause you pain please confide in me to give me the peace the thrive to feel in this moment of doubt I know I’m fucked up but I thought that didn’t matter this time or maybe that’s the issue at hand please save me please comfort me please push all these thoughts aside now I lay here and wait…..
I sit here thinking how fucked up things are when people are taking meds just to function in this civilization y does the human race feel a need to fit in to be loved to be part of something as fake as this media driven Bullshit that is America how can I buy into this…
I don’t see color I see shame our government is more fucked up then ever this country is filled with apathetic acumen bags nothing bothers them I look at people and it hurts me to think what the fuck could have happen to them to fuck them up so bad i may be hopeless but atleast I have morals