“I’m wasting away, crack on my head
and it’s always the way, impatient man
I saw you today I ain’t losing it
I can’t believe that you left”—August in July
I will start off by saying through out this blog the grammar will suck the spelling will be off and I couldn’t fucking careless I am not here to make a name for myself or be recognized because I need no one I am loner and always will be I merely made this to have somewhere to go to put everything out in the open that one day when I die there will be little parts of me left behind….so fuck to start off i must share my story not all of it but only the most recent i am stuck in a hell hole that i landed myself back in after making a few bad decisions I am living in this god forsaken hell hole of a town that is nothing more then a dead end i am truly drowning in misery ……..I feel as if my whole world is coming down around me and I cant or don’t have anyone or anywhere to go to feel safe I am at a dead end i can not turn i can not back out of it im fucking stuck i might have my shit together but it doesnt mean i know what i am doing all i know is i am to good for this town….. this is where i am at